Oh Kim, I'm so sorry. I know this is so hard for you but just try to keep your original purpose in focus - to help save these cats from their bleak futures and find them good loving homes - that is what you have done. You didn't "give them up" or really even "uproot" them but you gave them a wonderful future that didn't even exist before you came into their lives.

You've RESCUED over 60 kitties - 60 kitties!!! You've given your time, money, home and most importantly your love to these kitties and you've made a huge difference. I admire you for all that but mostly your strength, and I'm not just talking about the what it takes to let them go but what it takes to help them in the first place.

I know you've done what is best for your cats. I'm so sorry you are having to go through this heartbreak and I pray you will find peace and comfort.