I'm sorry Kim. I know you must be heart broken losing your four babies even if it was to good homes. I'm sorry this has been so hard for you. I always said that I could not do what a lot of you do. You are able to put the needs of the cats over your own. I can't tell you how much I admire that! You will always miss them and I'm sure they will remember you with lots of love always but they will be fine! Do you remember when you got each one of them? Some of them may not have even known what love is. Now they will be going into loving homes with the valuable lessons that you took the time to teach them. You helped make them adoptable cats!!
My heart breaks for you because I can just imagine giving one or two of mine up. It has to hurt deeply.
I know this probably isn't going to help any and I'm sorry you have had to pave the road for me but you are helping me learn what I need to do to protect myself. Everything you have done I could easily see as my future. I just never feel like I can do enough so I keep trying to take on more. I'm ready to bring them all home form the shelter and never let them go. Your experiences are helping me learn. If there is anything at all that I can do to help you just let me know.
I am praying for God to give you Peace Kim. You did the right thing and it will work out as He has planned it.
God Bless you.