I got on the elevator and went from the fifth to the tenth floor......where they kept the newborns and moms, possibly one of the coldest places in the building....I got off the elevator and
felt this chill......I looked down and found out why all the nurses wouldn't look me in the eye....

Of course they were looking at my cool belt buckle , tidy whities and my 'state of mind' at that moment...

The barn door was open and the 'old gray mare'
was never what it was supposed to be after that...