Terrific job! A budding talent, for sure and you should definitely keep writing, writing, writing! I know at the time your heart was heavy with sadness. But you let your feelings flow freely and honestly and that's a wonderful catharis! As someone who loves to write as well, my suggestion to you would be to keep a journal and carry it with you everywhere! It's amazing how spontaneously a creative thought will hit you or a moment of inspiration! Write it down...by the time you get home, it may be gone!! You're in transistion right now; always a scary and uncertaiin tiime. But give it a chance, make that room your own; as they say "own it" and make it yours, create happy memoires, make it your comfortable place of refuge and in time, your heart will follow.