Oh Bryan, I am just now reading this as well. I have prayed for sweet Joey just now, and will continue to do so. Bless your heart, you are a WONDERFUL CatDad, and it is nothing that is your fault! Please know that! We all love our babies so much, and the first thing we do is second guess ourselves, and try to find blame. Sometimes, these things just happen!
Please know that we love and care about you and Joey, and are here for you as often as you need.

I'm hoping to hear some good news about Joey soon!

HUGS TO YOU!!!

Kim