Oh Carole {{{{Hugs}}}} across the miles.
It wasn't a rant - just an outpouring of emotion that we all understand.
There was a reason you walked away and came back when Harmony had gone to her 'furever' home - she's going to help three very upset boys to come to terms with losing a much love pet.
Sometime, somewhere there's going to be 'your' cat and you'll not even think about it - you'll take her/him straightaway. xxx

Lynne