I knew you guys would understand, and many of you have been there, I have just got to accept it don't I, this little one was not meant to be with me boo hoo sob sob!!!!!!!!

I know in my heart if I had taken her, we would be really struggling, so its for the best, yes nomilyn the temptation was whisked away from me, just as well really, but I still longed for her and my heart ached, but I am ok now, besides I am busy getting ready for our garage sale this weekend, we hope to make enough to have a short break away, I NEED A HOLIDAY, just a day or two would be nice, change of surroundings.

Thanks for listening everyone and all your nice comments.