THANKS guys, I know you are all right, The voices of Reason, I know had she still been there, I could and would have pursuaded hubby for us to take her, and yes it was NOT mean't to be, maybe when my youngest is all grown up I will be able to afford more kitties, She was simply stunning, sure wish I could have had a pic of her to show you all.

I just hope those darn little boys treat her right and well, hopefully she has gone to a good loving home.

Most of the time I can just look at the kittens, no matter how cute they are and I don't feel affected like I did this time, oh well when I came home my lovely lexie and darlin ole Ash were there faithfully waiting to greet me, that sure helped.

Went and did some xmas shopping next day, and that cheered me up, got heaps of birthday shopping as well, my mother's next week, then my Dads, then My son's and my nieces hubbys 21st to buy for too, it never ends, no wonder I can't afford another kitty. lol.

WOW payitforward I am thrilled you got Sandy, the little 4 mth old kitten I looked after when I took Sooti and he out of the cold, we called him Sandy as well, he was not quite an orangie, something in between, he is now called Rusty.
Good luck with him, hope he becomes a smoochie pie real soon, I am sure with all the TLC you give him he will.