Thanks everyone!

I'm still not doing well, but I decided I better turn back to "normal" as long as I'm waiting for the bad news to come - or not.

You have to know, usually I'm not like that, but it has really been a very hard and frustrating year and it seems to go on and on and constantly turning to the worse... Now all I can do is wait and hope to not get the news I fear.

Thanks,
Kirsten