thanx for all of what u peeps have said. i mean it. ive been thinkin it over. im friends with this guy, i mean we talk on the internet and stuff, but we can never talk in school cause im in middle school and hes a high schooler. and i would never be able to talk to him in the halls when he is with his friends because his one friend (lets call him Will) always picks on me about what i look like. he says stuff like, "josh has a girlfriend already." "he already has a girlfriend" and "he doesnt like you." but i think that he is just sayin this stuff cause hes jeleous that girls like "Josh" more than him. i know that im over weight, that shouldnt be a problem b/c it should be whats on the inside that counts. right? right now me and "josh" are friends, but in some ways i wish we could be more than friends. in other ways im glad that we are at least friends. bein friends is better than not being anything at all.