Hi, thanks for writing. We will be alright, just right now, there are a lot of changes to adjust to, and work to do that even I don't know how I will be able to accomplish. I miss Floyd so much, I love putting him to bed at night, getting him up in the morning and feeding him and see his grateful eyes when I gave him fresh water or special treats. I miss when Blake comes home from school, hearing Floyd greet Blake with, "Hello Floyd!" and Blake does too. But Blake doesn't miss the put downs and yelling and cursing of a jealous and hateful step-father. Lil' Ann was one that I know i will misss too, she was really cute and done cute things to get our attention. Nothing like this is ever easy, and I know it will take time. I will just have to hope for the best for Floyd, and keep a contact from my husband's family to keep an eye on him for me. Thank you, have a great day. anathiona, April's mom