Kim, sorry for the tears...I too wish they could speak. I don't think you are guessing....I have a feeling that if you are anything like me, you know DEEP down that you are doing what is right. It is just that the voice in the back of your head keeps making you second guess your decision. Damn that voice

I can tell you from experience that it hurts for a while, but then after a while you can look back and say without a doubt "I DID the right thing".