The other, well, we never got together. Even though I'm very happy now, sometimes I still wonder 'what if?' It's like a door that was never closed properly.
I know that feeling. I was only with my first love for a few months when I was 15. I broke up with him over the most immature thing. We've been close friends over the years. I'm almost 26 now, been married twice and I still am not over him. I love my husband to death, but I always wonder 'what if'? Luckily my first love is a man of honor and would never allow me to discuss it let alone find out.