We care and we do miss you. I am so sorry that I had no idea this was going on. I didn't get to talk to you much at the park. I bet Katie is growing like a weed!
I agree with Donna take Baby Steps.
And I certainly DO NOT think you are whining at all, I don't know anyone who hasn't experienced cancer or any kind of terminal illness that has not gotten mad or asked "why me". I think it is just a natural thing.
Keep in touch and hope to see you on the 19th!! Will be thinking of you!