I was like that when my sis went away for college, I was about 9 or 10 and I was soooo sad. She was gone, came back every so often, and now that shes out of school, she's a full time police officer and she comes over almost every day, if not 3 times a week. I am so sorry. I know how you feel. Talk to me on AIM if you'd like.. I'm usually on all day.

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