Oh Aly, I am so sorry.
I am praying for stregnth for you.
I can totally understand why you couldn't be in the room with her. You knew her best and it seems as tho it is the best for the both of you.
I was with Shaianne when she died, and am so glad that I was b/c I would have never ever ever forgiven myself had I come home and she passed in her crate. But those are COMPLETELY different situations.
I KNOW that she will wait for you at Rainbow Bridge along with your beloved Desi.
Godspeed to the Bridge Peka, Shaianne sweetie, keep an eye on her until her mom can get there, a long time down the road.

{{hugs to Aly}}