Aly, I don't think you could find a person on this planet who would feel you were a horrible person. You have given Peka so much more than just a place to live out her last months. You have shown her love and made a firm commitment, and kept it, to see her through it all until the end. Now that time is here and we all stand solidly behind you in however you feel comfortable carrying that out. There is no judging, not here, not amongst friends who understand. I wish for you peace as you make that call and a safe journey to the Bridge for Peka. My 4 poodles will be at the gate waiting to show her around. (((hugs)))