I'm feeling so bad too because I couldn't get ahold of Kathryn. I was crying all morning thinking about this. I think I was too late and I sort of don't want Kathryn to call me back if it was bad news.

Don't hate yourself though. As much as we both think it's our faults, we really know who's fault it is. All those people out there abandoning, neglecting, breeding, etc that make so many innocent lives end up being taken too quickly in the shelter