I hope you don't have to leave either. I've even ordered stuff on the internet and so far I'm alive and well. I know it's not funny, but I've PM'd my address to people at PT with no problem. I suspect some of us...like me, especially..are old enough to be your mom, and except for Kayann who is a perverted 80 yr old man....look out! Maybe if your mom contacts some of us??? I'd be glad to try to persuade her to let you stay. I understand how she feels, but this truly has to be one of the safest sites and so many of us have been friends for years..almost since PT started! I really hope you can stay!