I have the porch closed off now, windows closed and the door does lock! Ti can survive on the porch.

I would love for someone to rescue me from this situation. As Pam said, who would want a cat like Ti? My problem is that I don't want Ti back, but still love him. I guess I am in the same place that Robyn was in..... It is so difficult.

I will call the other breeder tonight. I tried earlier and her line was busy.

I know Karen Pet Talk has someone who is interested but not in a situation to take Ti right now. I cannot hold on much longer. I feel so responsible yet so out of control of this situation and I am sinking quickly. I am also getting confused.

Right now Ti is being very sweet - Miley is out of the picture...but tomorrow is right around the corner.

I usually make a decision and stick with it....and live with it....which is what has gotten me in such trouble with Ti. I should have researched the breeder before I went to her.

Anyway, here's my plan now. I will try to reach the nice bengal breeder and see if she has any better ideas or homes. I will stick with the plan for Tuesday, unless I can come up with a better idea before then. You have to realize that the bad breeder does not really want Ti and would be happy not to have to take him back.

Any takers? Who wants a Bengal kitty? I will even throw in the scratching post, walking gear, food, toys, bed...... I will drop him off.... (nothing in Europe, my car does not float....)

Maybe I should have offered him up before now. I thought I did, but maybe I didn't do it so obviously.

No, I am not drinking, I am just confused right now. I do love Ti Ti but he has to go. Robyn has been there and done that....she knows how I feel, I am sure.

SAS