Don't be so hard on yourself,...I am sure Lexie will forgive you as soon as she sees you when you go to pick her up...Things happen sometimes and they are beyond our control...when my son was a year old, he use to follow me around all the time everywhere I would go and he was always right there...well, I was pregnant with my daughter at the time, and on my way out to a doctors appointment while my sil stayed at the house with him and his older sister, but what I didn't see is I closed the door on his 3 middle fingers..and I closed it all the way too...when I heard the scream, I opened the door and I just knew something was wrong..well, guess, what it was me that closed the door on his fingers! I didnt take him to the doctor..he was still able to move them, but I felt soo horrible afterwards.....so just know accidents happen so you are not alone ok? ((hugs))