I'm so sorry you had to be put through this. Cats are so special, orangies seem to tug the heart even more for me. I would be heartbroken, I am for you.

Like I said in my PM, I really beleive that there was a reason Carmel came to you at this time. Could you imagine him out there alone, being so ill? I'm just so glad he found a person with your heart to help him...you've given him a wonderful gift of love.

He's probably eating yummy fish and cat grass at the bridge, happily awaiting your arrival. I can just see the look on his cutie face following a butterfly with his eyes...