Dearest Kim,
I have always read your threads and been in awe of you, you are just the most amazing person, I am so sorry to hear about what has happened, and i can understand you must be feeling low, but PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE i beg of you DONT STOP, i cannot believe for one minute you could be doing more harm than good, those darling little kitties out there NEED YOU kim, you are the BEST and dont ever doubt that ok.
I hope your spirits can be lifted and you get some much needed sleep and feel better about everything. GOOD LUCK my thoughts are with you.