I have met you in person, and can say you aren't ugly. At your age, I wouldn't worry about having a "boyfriend," in fact, I wouldn't ever worry about it. I know, you are a "worrier," aren't you? Like mother like ....

Anyway, there's lots of life ahead of you. Use the ebergy you might spend on a "relationship" to better use - study something you enjoy! You were pretty shy at Pet Talk, PA, but that's okay! Paul was kind of shy when I first met him, and we "outgoing" folks think shy people are a challenge! Work on your own self, smile, build up your confidence, and friends (of any sort) will find you!

(Besides, you don't want to be like a girl in my school, who left school pregnant at 13 ... you want a better future! )