Hey Britt, glad you're feeling a mite bit better. I didn't have a b/f until I was 20, and in hindsight am so glad that I didn't give myself up until I met that special someone. Yea, it hurt some days, and yea, I felt blue a lot. But it was worth it. So hang in there, and don't worry. You have a *long* ways to go until you can give up. And don't let anyone tell you that you are ugly or anything close to that. You are a beautiful person, and especially on the inside.