oh boy this stuff is very hard to read, so so sad. I lost a cat who was only 2 years old, got sick from infections and fighting with other cats outdoors and had to be put down. I didn't want her outside but he was born outside and was tearing up the house..my parents made him go out. Now I have my own home and will NEVER let my cat outside. It was very hard for me. I lost a Golden Retriever several months ago. He was about 12 years old. He lived a good life. I miss them both.