This Hurts SO Bad..:(

[iwuvsmypuppy]

i forgot who it was that asked but Isabell was hit by a truck..i would go into how it is al my fault.. but i dont bkame myself ( much) anymore.. but thank you to everybody.. and just to let you know.. i cry EVERY NIGHT unlees i am just to tired.. i have a bulletin board that used to have a ball scheduke.. music.. etc. on it. But now it is at the foot of my bed and COVERED in pictures of her. THIS ONE HURT BAD TOO.. today at walmart i was looking at the softballs( mine is torn to pieces) and i saw the " monster ball" that i was going to get her for her birthday but maybe one day i will go to petloss.com.. but for now i meesed with a picture of her look..