I am so terribly sorry.I know the pain and loss.It is so very hard.I lost my heart dog in Sept.and my daughters dog who was so very special last April .To lose her at such a young age is so hard for you.I still grieve but it does get easier but anniversaries are tough.I find much support at www.petloss.com the site is a good site and the people in the chat room are so loving and caring and have been there.I go on mostly in the evening /night.I am Kori or KoriBooWolf if you ever come on say hi.If you need to talk feel free to email anytime.I know how tough this is.You just lost a family member and that takes time to grieve but I and others are here for you and you can get through this.It does get easier.I can look at my Kori's pics and smile and remember the fun times now,sometimes I cry but I do sometimes remember the fun and good times and times she made me laugh I am very sorry for your loss.I am here for you.
Laurie