I'm so sorry! These memories come back year by year, I'm going through the same right now with my RB-kitty Katz.

Don't feel bad, cats doesn't make it easy for us to realize they're not doing well, especially when you're not an experienced cat owner.

When I had my first cat, Aysche, I also didn't notice for a long time how sick she was (FIP). I learned about her disease the day I had to put her to sleep.

RIP, little Pouncer

Kirsten