oh karen i feel your pain my friend, its going to take time, so dont be hard on yourself and let those memories flood in , its what u need, its the hardest part, but u have to go through this grieving process, and i know how much it hurts, it will get better, but for now its going to be rough, let those tears flow,and flow if u can,those fond memories will hurt just now,and all the little things like seeing his leash etc.
I did not see this fantastic picture i hear about that amy did, is there anywhere i can find it, i am so curious its sounds really amazing, isnt that great she did that, and u have got her to do another large one for you.
Well Karen i hope there is a little comfort here for you, i am thinking of you and sharing your grief, u take much care now, and keep us posted as to how u r doing WE CARE ok