I'm so sorry that I'm going on forever about this.
Some days are Ok, but today, Saturday, is dreadful, even though it's so beautiful outside..the first thing I would do is take Cody outback for some rays while I drank my morning coffee....
I still have his bed and dishes out...maybe today I will wash them and pack them up. His leash is still by the back door...
My friend John came over yesterday for dinner and a movie and whereas I would be all dolled up with makeup, I just flew out of the house looking like I just got out of bed. Then I return and there's no Cody at the door
You all must think I'm insane. I'm not crying as much but the pain in my heart is overwhelming. I can't even get myself to return his unopened cans of food to the vet. And no call yet for his remains. The thought of it taking so long..I had no idea..is making me ill.
Anyway...I've commissioned Amy to do a 9x12 of Cody's picture for me! It's so lovely and perfect, ever detail is exact..all that from a photo! She is absolutely amazing! We will frame it and hang it in a place of honor..maybe the kitchen..his favorite room!!!
Selfish me...let's all say a prayer for Sandra's beloved Squeekers who crossed the Bridge yesterday. he put up a gallant fight, our sweet piggie and Sandra was the most incredible, wonderful mom.....