Soxie how are you doing today, just want you to know i am thinking of you at this sad time, i know just how u will be feeling, i used to wake up and feel this heavy feeling in my heart, i used to sit by my sootis grave everyday and cry and talk to him, its still brings tears to my eyes when i write this, a new kitty in time will help heal , but only when you are ready, you will know in your heart when that time comes along.
You take care now.