Originally posted by krazyaboutkatz
Kelly, when you had taken Oliver to the vet for his check up and soft paws didn't you say that one of the ladies there was interested in Oliver if things didn't work out? If I'm remembering correctly then maybe you could give her a call and let her know the situation. Then if she's still interested she could adopt Oliver and you wouldn't have to return him to the rescue place.
She did say that, but she had four cats at home as well. I don't want to put him through another house like that.

Last night and this morning were really bad. I feel so horrible, but Oliver is going to spend the rest of his time with us in the bathroom. I jumped on my eye this morning as he was going after poor Olivia. I just can't handle yelling at him all the time and having the others living at the top of the cat tree.

I feel horrible that most of his life with us has been unhappy. I feel like a horrible person for yelling at him to stop all the time, for squirting him with a spray bottle. I mean, what can he think?? He's so sweet when its just us, what a wonderful forgiving spirit. I'm in tears today thinking about how cruel I've been. I'm just so upset.

Last night I had a total breakdown when Micah grabbed on to me when I wanted to go to sleep. I love my kitties, but I don't know why I "HAD" to get more. I wish I knew when to stop, it isn't fair what it does to my babies. I can't stop crying today...especially as I type this. (Its not just Oliver, its everything going on in my life right now, I'm so emotional....off to eat more chocolate!!)