Thank you everyone for your kind words and for keeping Lily in your thoughts and prayers.

I'm really devastated tonight. I was doing some research on bladder tumors earlier today, and the prognosis is NOT good. Maybe the tumor (if it is a tumor, but after all that I've read, I'm pretty sure it is) is too widespread to be removed from her bladder, maybe it has spread to other organs ... Oh, why didn't I insist on an ultrasound when she first started spraying in February?

Losing Lily is a horrible thought; I have always thought that she would still be with me long after Luna had gone. With Luna's health being declining, I was beginning to prepare for the day she's no longer with me, but now it's Lily ... Lily, who has never been sick in her entire life!


As for making some additional money: I'm not allowed to as my pension is so low that I need additional welfare, and the welfare agency would take every single extra cent I'd make.