I am so sorry for your loss. I was without internet access for most of the day, so I'm just now
able to respond to your thread. There were six children in my family and I have lost two younger brothers
and now have one sister & two brothers.

I'm sure your brother knew in his heart that you would have been there for him, if at all possible, but
the decision is up to God not us. May God grant you peace & comfort in these sad days ahead.
(((Hugs)) to you Ellie.
Liz