I love my 'new' little boy Alfie, he has made his own space in my heart and I wouldn't be without him now, but I still miss my Bobby SO much. His ever wagging tail, his happy face, his big brown eyes, even his naughtiness. What would have been his 14th birthday is coming up soon, the 20th ... anyone remember how he would hold a sign saying it was his birthday? .. my heart is in pieces.