My prolactinoma has grown :-/

**momcat** · 03-20-2012, 07:41 PM

How are you doing, Kirsten? I'm sure that Luna and Lily are taking good care of you since they both are such extraordinary kitty nurses and they love you a lot. Please give them some lovies from me?

And sending [[[[[HUGS]]]]] for you too

**carole** · 03-21-2012, 04:39 AM

Dearest Kirsten every time i read your posts, my heart just aches for you, i hate that you feel so alone, i know we all say you have us here and you do indeed, but i know that you need more,it is so hard to see such a beautiful person inside and out, feel so lonely and from what i read unloved, remember you are a great person, who deserves happiness in life, never question that ever.

I know of many people with problems, not all physical that indeed are married and have full lives, you too can attain that Kirsten, and as hard as it is to think positive and believe me i understand, how easy it is to think negative ,you must tell yourself you deserve every bit of happiness the same as the next person.

I so wish i lived closer, i would love to spend time with you, get to know you and help you through this.

You have been given a tough lot to deal with , more than you should have, and i don't know what else i can say to you, but that you are very special to many of us here, and we are always here for you.

Take care sweet Kirsten, and remember your furbabies love you to bits, one thing about animals they always love you no matter what, they don't judge like us humans and ask so little of us in return.

I am thinking of you and am here anytime you need to chat...feel free always to pm me anytime, HUGS.

**Kirsten** · 04-11-2012, 01:00 PM

Oh my! For some reason, I have missed your latest replies to this, I'm so sorry!

Thank you so much for your support, and your kind words!

Tomorrow is my appointment with the endocrinologist, and I'm a little nervous re. her decision how to treat the tumor. Will keep you informed.

The past weeks have been rough. Those who are on Facebook may have read my status updates about my hot water tank and gas pipes being replaced. Those days - and the cleaning afterwards - were so exhausting and it took my more than a week to recover from that. It's so embarrassing that I cannot deal any better with stressful situations like that.

Hate that! The past two or three days were slightly better, I was painting the new gas pipes on Monday; yesterday, I spent the afternoon and evening with a friend in Kassel, and today, I'm not as exhausted as I expected to be after that trip. Now I'm going to drive to Goettingen tomorrow for that doctor's appointment. Hope I won't get some bad news there!