What have I done to deserve all this crap?

[Anikaca77]

[QUOTE=Karen;2376548]And even if we live far away, we still love you! I love your photos, you know that, you are a gifted photographer with any excellent eyes. If we lived even on the same continent, I'd say we should have a show, and I'd write a poem for each of your favorite pictures!/QUOTE]

I couldn't agree more with Karen. We are here for you. I feel for you because I have back pain, luckily I can get through some days without it but there are days like today that it hurts to get up from my desk at work. I also agree with Karen that you are a gifted photographer and I love your photos. They are so beautiful.

Take care,

Melissa

[Kirsten]

Thanks a lot for your support, Pat and Melissa!

And yes, Marigold's advice sounds great! :-)

@Melissa, I'm sorry to hear about your back, and I hope you'll feel better soon. Back pain is so horrible to deal with, my spine is so messed up, and I can feel another disc hernia coming (along with other things). Hope yours will soon get better!

[Karen]

Some day I hope they will be able to replace spines as easily as they now do knees, etc.

[Freedom]

Karen said what I would, if I could put things in words as well as she can. And lizbud's suggestion to write the positives is nice, starting w/ Luna and Lily O YES! I am sure the 2 L's love you, Kirsten!

Now Marigold's advice, I just LOVE that!

When I have health issues, suddenly everything seems as big as the Alps, and I must climb all of them: at the same time! So I suspect this has a lot to do w/ you feeling so down just now. I pray that you can find some peace through all the health issues.

ANY visit by the police is enough to tie a person in knots! UGH! I am glad you found that receipt.

Yes, you ARE loved, you are a treasured member of this community. And you DO have gifts, special talents, which you and only a few rare others have. Photography, and a command of languages. These things are going to help you through. Lean on us, enjoy your gifts, curl up and listen to the purrs of the L girls.

[Scooter's Mom]

All of this, and even more. You're so special to so many people.

((hugs)) to you, Kirsten.

[krazyaboutkatz]

Kirsten, I'm so sorry to hear that you're going through a lot of bad things right now. Please remember that you have many many cyber friends who care about you. I've always admired your photo's and photography skills. I'm sending you some positive vibes and lots of cyber hugs. Please take care. (((HUGS)))

[Kirsten]

Thank you, girls, for saying this... Means a lot! Wish I'd feel better, healthwise, so I could be more active and do some things to get my life back.

Well, tomorrow, at noon, I'll have to show up at the police station and I'm beginning to get nervous. Never had to do something like this before; makes me feel guilty even though I do no believe I've done anything wrong. Will keep you updated.