Oh Carole, my heart breaks for everyone in New Zealand every time the news comes on. I'm a deacon in my church and plan to contact our interim pastor to organize a prayer vigil for all of you.
From your posts I can sense how upset and frightened you are. That's understandable. But please know you're not all alone. We're all here for you so don't hesitate to reach out to us. If there's anything I can do I'm only a pm away.
The positive thoughts and prayers continue