today marks a month of his passing.. and it ainīt got any easier..

my heart aches just as the first day... I just love him so much... I know heīs in a much better place now.. worry free and pain free...

Iīm still on a denial state.. I think.. I just donīt want to make it real.. it just hurts so much as it is...

itīs worse when itīs not expected IMO... we had so much ahead of us.. and now itīs just me... now i have to keep on for our kids.. and itīs no piece of cake..

*canīt type more...canīt see anything anyway.. bbl..*