I am glad to hear you feel a little better today, each day will be different , you will have your semi good days and your really bad days, just know we are all here to help you through them and comfort you, do you have a pic of Sam that you might like to share with us, of course this might not be something you feel you can do just now, but would love to see your lil friend when and if you feel up to it, now take care and GIANT HUGS.