Thank you so much guys, it means so much to me..
I have a lot of memories with him.. I guess it is just a huge slap to my face cause my parents older cats lived to be 18... so I guess I thought he would live to be that age..
It's been 23 1/2 hours that he has been gone... I'm missing him every second of the day
I do have 2 other cats and 1 dog, I'm just worried about the other male cat.. him and sam were like best buddies and makes me wonder how he will react in a few days.