Just wanted you to know i am also thinking of you, since reading your post i just cannot stop thinking about you and the terrible tragedy that has happened to you and your husbands family, life is so unfair, so unjust, please do let us know here at PT if we can help in any way, be it small or big, everyone here will bend over backwards to help in anyway they can, and yes you are loved by many here, and we all care about you and feel for you in this awful time in your life, i am so happy the baby is doing well,please take care of yourself too, i wish i could wave a magic wand and make it all go away for you with all my heart, blessings to you and everyone, thinking of you, lots of love from across the other side of the world.