Isabel, I'm so very sorry you have lost husband. I think I know what you're going though, since I lost John a little more than five years ago. It is so very hard in the beginning and I felt that I couldn't go on living without him, but in time it will be less painful. Little "weird" things you shared will mean a lot to you now - things that other people don't understand. In your children you still have a little bit of him.

If there's anything you want to talk about, you're welcome to PM me.

Big (((hugs)))