Need some advice please

[pomtzu]

I'm not trying to be a smart-a$$, so please don't take what I say as such.

From other posts and threads, you've made it clear (to me anyway), that others could turn to you for advice, support, etc., in time of need. Why is this case any different? Is it more effort than you want to put into it, or maybe you just don't want other people to know that there is a friendship (or whatever) with a person of this nature, and that perhaps they would judge you as you have judged her? It's been said that we are known/judged by the company we keep.

I think this is one of those issues that you need to work out for yourself, as you, and only you, know this other party.

Good luck!

[Marigold2]

Her and I were friends for over 15 years and went every where together all 400 lbs of her which I might add was difficult at times.
She could only sit on some of my furniture, had the hardest time getting out of my small Toyota, going to resturants was always fun as people would stare and point and snicker.
Also whenever we went somewhere she would have to sit down often which made going places difficult to say the least.
It was difficult being with her because the weight made her handicapped in many ways but that was not what bothered me.
The kids and I didn't mind what she looked like it was the negitive comments she made all the time to me and the kids.

No one is going to be there for you so get used to it kiddo.
Life is a b****.
Life is full of disappointments, so get used to it.
You have no one but yourself to count on everyone else will **** on you.
No one is ever there when I need them but I don't give a **** I can and will take care of myself.
Money honey is what makes the world go round.
Money is power and that is all people respect.
People will use you all the time.
People are ****, remember that.

This is how she talked ALL the time. This is what I meant by bitter and vile. This is what she would say to my kids and I would always teach them different by deed and action by love and words.
When she showed up and looked so ill and talked about going to therapy and how ill she is now (she looks 88 instead of 66) I listened and she is the same, still full of this vile. All this hate...........
My kids are grown now, my heartfelt question to myself and others is do you open your heart again to this type of person and try try try to show them that their is love and good in the world or is this a hopeless case and a self fulfilling prophecy.

She will go to her grave always unhappy... God that is sad especially for someone who had so much.

[Catty1]

I suggest calling your local mental health office for advice on how to deal with this.

If she hasn't changed in all these years, it's unlikely she will now.

You MAY want to give it a short trial - say 2 weeks - and tell her, in essence, "No bitching" and that you will call her on it every time.

If you do talk to her again, you can try what a friend tried on me many many years ago: "Ask me a question. Ask me what my favourite colour is, what movies I like." She did that to get me out of my head and at least CONSIDER other people around me.

Sadly, I think the bottom line is she will keep spewing vitriol till she dies. You are not obliged to handle an ongoing running sewer of human behaviour.

This is MUCH different that being asked for advice by people you know...this woman is asking for nothing except a target to continually dump on.

JMO

[pomtzu]

You say that she's the one that broke the friendship 6 years ago. Why didn't you break it long before then, if she was all that terrible? If she hasn't changed, then you're in for more of the same. You dealt with it in the past and didn't seek to break from her, so what makes it any different now? Now if you had been the one to break it 6 years ago, I could understand, but you didn't.

[Catty1]

Ok, ok it's Marigold's turn to break it then. Whatever. She didn't invite this woman back after the break. It was 21 years ago.

Marigold, if YOU break it this time, you take back your power. If she keeps hassling you, call the mental health van (they have one in Calgary, I don't know about where you are).

Turn it over to the professionals, if at all possible.

[Daisy and Delilah]

I can understand you not wanting to hear the constant complaining. Nobody wants to hear that from anybody. We all have enough problems of our own. I would simply tell her to stop all the negativity or you can not be bothered. Most people don't mind helping people as long as they help themselves.
If it were me, that's what I would have to do. She will soon figure out that she is running people off because of her attitude.

ETA::: Sorry about missing that she had already lost weight, Marigold. I hope she continues to lose the weight but in a healthy way. Maybe you being her friend will help that along.

Good luck.

[pomtzu]

Ok, ok it's Marigold's turn to break it then. Whatever. She didn't invite this woman back after the break. It was 21 years ago.

No need getting defensive - I was just curious. I told Marigold that I was not trying to be a smart-a$$. And the break was 6 years ago - not 21.

Maybe - just maybe - this is her former friend's way of apologizing and asking for another chance. Maybe.......

[Marigold2]

I met her through a mutual friend and the three of us would get together at first, the two women were going to classes together. Then my friend moved away and she sort of became a fixture here. Her family did not like her and she could not stand them.
It was a slow process but I felt for her and the more she said people were uncaring and only out for themselves the more I wanted to prove her wrong.
She ended the friendship as she ends everything by pushing people away and accusing them of being uncaring and mean and only out for themselves.
As for her weight it didn't bother me so much as it was so hard for her. It was a good lesson for the kids growing up to not judge people by their weight. However when someone is that incredibly heavy they just cannot sit any where, chairs break, they get stuck in chairs, cannot fit into booths, have to sit down every few minutes and they smell. She fell twice flat on her stomach and could not get up and I could not lift her. The first time was in her kitchen and it took the two of us several hours to get her back on her feet. It was horrible. She was scared, in panic mode, would not let me call 911, she had to rest over and over and over again while she tried to roll over onto her back and finally I moved a heavy chair and she could halfway pull herself up, the second time I won't even talk about. I am not being mean here just honest. I would go with her to exercise classes 4 days a week then go off to work and she would go off to a resturant and stuff her face. She would eat portions that were huge and she would go out three times a day as she never cooked at home and didn't clean or do dishes.
Four hundred plus lbs is a lot of weight she didn't walk she shuffled and putting food in her mouth and being that big never seemed to resister to her.
When she sat in my kitchen chairs which are made of heavy wood the foot of the chair made an indentation on my vinyl floor. I didn't realize it till later so I had to have her sit elsewhere. What can you do.
The over eatting was a sign of her general unhappiness. I know that I tried to be there for her but it is hard. No one wants to be alone but if one is mean and vile and pushs people away no matter how patient and hard you try they are somewhat determined to win the battle.
I don't know................ I tried to be there for her for over 15 years and nothing changed, she lives in a fantasy world because the real world is too painful I guess.
I just find it so sad. It's kind of like a wasted life. One that revoles around food and hate.

You say that she's the one that broke the friendship 6 years ago. Why didn't you break it long before then, if she was all that terrible? If she hasn't changed, then you're in for more of the same. You dealt with it in the past and didn't seek to break from her, so what makes it any different now? Now if you had been the one to break it 6 years ago, I could understand, but you didn't.

[Medusa]

Monica, I experienced a similar situation not too long ago. My friend was also overweight, not 400 lbs. but 350 and it was difficult for her to navigate, so I know what you mean. Her weight didn't matter to me; it mattered to her and she'd become very defensive about it w/o anyone even bringing up the subject. She gave strangers the impression of being a cheerful person but she was downright mean to her friends and to me most of all. I tolerated it b/c I knew her history, I was friends w/her family and I knew that she didn't mean most of what she said. Her mistake was laying into me once when my son was so sick w/myositis. (If you'll recall, I posted on PT about it b/c, at the time, doctors didn't know what was wrong w/him, just that he was paralyzed. Anyhow, he's fine now.) She called me "more stupid and assinine that I've ever known you to be". That did it for me. Everyone knows how I abhor name-calling and to say such a mean spirited thing when I was so worried about my son was not something that a friend would say. So I told her that her behavior was a 20 year pattern and that unless and until she could speak to me w/respect, not to speak to me at all. That was 3 years ago and the only time she has spoken to me is when I went to her husband's funeral. So clearly she feels that she cannot speak to me w/respect.

My life has been much calmer w/o her vitriol and downright nastiness. If she would call me now, I'd be pleasant and hope that she had learned her lesson. Unfortunately, I spoke to a mutual friend over Memorial Day weekend and she told me that this person hardly has any friends left b/c she treated them all the way she treated me. I would resume our friendship if she would change her attitude and the way she treats people but she hasn't so she can keep her distance. I don't want her to be lonely just as you don't want your friend to be lonely. However, it isn't up to us to entertain them, listen to their problems and then be treated w/disrespect. Your friend MAY be seeking help. Feel out the situation and if she hasn't changed, let her go. If she has, go slowly and see if you can resume the friendship.

[Marigold2]

Thank you Mary........How wise and kind you are. These women sound so alike it's scary.
I am very very sorry she said awful things to you when your son was ill, how painful that was.
Your friend was married, mine never was, did yours have children?
I guess the weight issue and low self esteem are often combined. I often wondered at what point you STOPPED looked at yourself and said, I am fat, I am 200 lbs or 250 or 300 lbs, I can't tie my shoes, go to the bathroom by myself, stand for long, live life to the fullest.
There is a lot of pain hiding in those layers of fat, once the pain is stripped away by therapy the fat melts as well. For some I am afraid the pain of weight is better then the pain of looking inside ones soul. It can be a sad sad world for some.

[Catty1]

I am sorry, pomtzu...I read your post twice but didn't 'see' your meaning. Sorry I jumped on you.