At least you reconize what you are doing so you can change it. That's a start! Are you more stresed than you have been in the past? What's happened and what can you do about it? (Questions to ask yourself, not to answer here)

Our babies are not judgemental, all they want is for us to love and take good care of them. They know when we are sad/happy, sick/well, and when we are stressed.. He will forgive you.

I do not take mine for granted and I love them every single day, all day long, loving on them, telling them how pretty and sweet they are, how much I love them and how glad I am that they are with me. They are just being "cats" and doing what cats DO and that brings so much joy into my life, even with silly Giz with all her antics.