Thank you! It's so sweet of you that you will keep my girls in your thoughts, as long as I'm away!

My last day at home here, and it breaks my heart to look at Luna and Lily, knowing that I'm going to leave them in a couple of hours! And I don't even know how long I'll be away! That will depend on what they find in the MRT, I guess. The worst would be if they had to close a leakage of cerebro-spinal fluid, because that could mean that I'm not allowed to get up for at least 10 days, not even for the bathroom! I really fear that. I have absolutely no idea what's going to happen to me when I'm in the hospital, and that's very scary.

Luna just almost made me cry. She sat next to me on the computer table, watching the computer games on Facebook. You know how much she loves that, and while she was watching, she has this happy and excited look on her little face. But no one's going to play with her the next days.

Kirsten