oh Mary my heart goes out to you, i know exactly how you feel, when that horrible owner left nikki and ellie behind she also left Ellie's son, i could not possible have five cats and being a boy he was fighting with Ash all the time, i got him fixed and i was so lucky i managed to get him to a farm, i could tell the people who took him were going to be kind to him, but i often think of him and hope he is ok,,it is heartbreaking, but sometimes we just have to part with them, we cannot save them all.

Here's hoping curtis finds a loving home soon, keep us posted if you here anything., and giant HUGS.