Oh kirsten sweetheart, my heart goes out to you,I so wish I could help you, sadly from here i can only offer you my love and support.

Honestly that person who suggested you give your cats to a shelter needs a good talking to,how on earth is that going to help you ,especially when you are feeling so unwell,and low.

Dear Kirsten I know how it feels to feel like hell and not know what is causing it,there is nothing more upsetting than that.

I can see you are caught up in an awful dilemma, I can only hope with all my heart there is a way for everything to work out for you and your precious furbabies ,you will be in my daily thoughts and fingers and all paws crossed for a positive outcome HUGS.