Thanks Tray. Right now I just don't know what I'm feeling. I think it's gonna get worse before it gets better, especially once I get his ashes back. It was that way with Mollie Rose. I just balled my eyes out everytime I thought that my beautiful baby was in that urn.

But I've got a TON of friends here that will help me get through this most difficult time. I thank you all again so much for your kind words and support. You all mean so much to me, just as MooShoo and Clare did. I just want you to know that.

My friend Susie had me over for "lupper" (in between lunch and supper) to eat all the leftovers in her fridge. She's on her way to FLA till Friday. I told her I wanted a birthday cake, that I hadn't had one in YEARS. "But, I have cookies and other googies to eat!!" she said. I told her I hadn't had a g-d birthday cake in years and I was gonna buy one. I now have HALF of a DQ Strawberry Shortcake birthday cake in my fridge.

Comfort food. Nothing like it!